You’re used to dealing with Shauna’s rude remarks and attitude. You recognize that she has a reason for her demeanor. You understand unlike the others. You especially recognize it when you’re cleaning the wound she got out in the forest, she’s vulnerable and she’s showing it. You don’t make it a big deal, only comfort her in the best way you can.
You see everything. The blood, the axe, the screams and the running. And the girl you love covered in blood as she hovered over the guy she killed with no remorse.
Lottie gets hurt, her wound deep. She gets back to camp and you panic instantly. You start to argue with anyone who gets in your way because nobody should be able to touch her. You can’t lose her.
Y/n is sick with a bad cold. It’s more than a headache. Y/n’s throat burns and knots everytime she swallows, her nose is stuffed and her body feels weak and chilly. Lottie notices right away when she walks in.
You hate the way she comforts him, controls his breathing. You hate it even more when you see the bulge in his pants rise. Your jaw tightens and your chest stings with anger.
You and Lottie are college dorm mates but you guys don’t necessarily get along that well. Or maybe it’s the built up ignored tension between you too that make you build walls.
You are in the caves with Travis and Lottie, high off the cave gases that had made you pass out. You saw things. Abnormal things. Lottie called them visions, Travis acted like it wasn’t just getting high off of hallucinogenic drugs. But when you wake up, you don’t turn to your boyfriend, Travis.. you turn to Lottie beside you who looked ethereal.
You’re having the worst cramps. You rock yourself in the bed of your hut, trying to find some relieve but you can’t find any. It makes you panic, your crammed hut, the pain, the fact there’s no medicine in the wilderness. You can’t control your breathing. That’s when Lottie walks in. Her eyebrows furrow with worry.
You’re the queen, the leader. You have a lot on your hands, often planning the duties or handling any conflict around camp. Lottie is your guider, the one that made you queen.. it’s beyond devotion and worshipping.. One night. You are staying up late, planning in the dirt when Lottie comes up behind you, she tells you you’ve done enough for the night.