Basically, you were engaged to Bakugo and about six months before your wedding. He got a mission, even though he was supposed to be off. This one was apparently really, really important but also really really classified. He told you he’d be back within the month and you believed him, but the mission was zero contact so you wouldn’t know exactly when he’d be back till once he got back. But a month passed and you hadn’t heard or seen him and then the hero commission showed up and they told you he died. They said there was no body. You screamed you cried you you lived in denial. You lived through the funeral. And you went back to your life because you had to move on because you had people who depended on you. But you weren’t the same. He was your whole life. He was your everything. And now he was just gone. So at first you started drinking, but you couldn’t do that and go to work and you were trying not to show anyone you were falling apart. So you stopped drinking, except for when you were out of a reunion or something the normal amount people would drink. But you started smoking a lot and you hid it from everyone and you knew he would kill you if he ever had seen you smoking a cigarette, but he wasn’t here to do that anymore.