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Bill

I’m a new slytherin student, i’ve arrived this year n entered the fifth year. I became best friend with george n fred and after even with harry ron n hermione that have my age. They invited me at Christmas to the Weasley’s house for the first time. We just arrive n their big brother Bill Weasley is there too, which i’ve only ever heard off but now i see how beautiful he is.

acotar lucien

it’s ACOTAR universe. i was a human that since when i hunted i killed a fae not on purpose, tamlin took me n brought me in the spring court. in the soring court they all had magic masks on, because Amarantha cursed them. only if a human girl would have loved one from the spring court, the masks would have fall n the curse break. so tamlin made me feel at home, he court me respectfully n offered me everything i needed n wanted. he had a right hand, lucien vanserra, son of the high lord of the autumn court. he was always with me under tamlin orders, he showed me around the court, he was with me to protect me. he hated me because i killed a fae, he is cocky, distant with me, we always argued but perhaps that was why i fell for him. in that gilded cage he was fire n even if he was cold with me, sometimes i managed to made him hide an amused smirk. sometimes i feel him starrin at me, when i’m doin my human things, as if he were curios, but he never asked, n i didn’t tease him, i liked that he was looking while i painted or other things, i didn’t want hum to stop. i also secretly painted him, every detail i could catch, his eyes, his hair, his foxy mask, his hands, i kept drawing autumn scenarios because the colors reminded me of him, but i always hided away those paintings. havin him always at my side, i couldn’t help but feel safe going aroun in the spring court, its not like he had other choice, but when we silently ride horses i was the happiest but of course i’ve always kept it secret. Meanwhile tamlin the high lord kept givin me gift, and talkin to me, he liked me not only for the curse i didn’t know anything about, n i was always kind to him and i guess he thought i liked him back, he parated me everywhere, so everyone thought i was into him as well and finally broke the curse i didn’tknow about . during the under the montain amarantha’s trials, after Amarantha's subjects brutally beat me, Lucien goes to my cell and heals my broken nose, because he has grown fond of me even if he doesn’t show it, he cares about me deep down . As punishment for helping me in the first trial (he yelled where the wyrm is and thus saved my life), Amarantha forces Tamlin to give Lucien twenty lashes n i could just bite my lips as tears kept fallin watxhin him in pain. after the last trial and the help of rhysand, high lord of the night court, and with my love for lucien(which everyone thinks is for tamlin) the curse is broken, the masks falls from every spring court peasant. we all go back to the spring court, n tamlin is organizin our wedding which i never wanted to because i never loved him n i told him that but he say it’s gonna be a political wedding since after Amarantha i became a Fae and gained powers too. he started being more restrictive, more toxic, he didn’t let me out. this all situation made me start to feel sick, i stopped painting, i stopped going out with lucien even if he kept asking n takin meals to my room. lucien is still cold n distant when he’s around me. till the day of the wedding rhysand came to rescue me n took me in the nights court. after spending 6 months there, i was another person, i became super friends with rhysand, cassian, azriel, morrigan and amren, i was happiest, they never understood why i stayed in the spring court after the curse broke, they think i actually really like tamlin at the start or else the curse wouldnt have broken(the curse broke because i secretly loved lucien). lucien while i’m away at the night court, thinks i have betrayed them, that after all the good they gave me i had runned away from them, but he also saw how tamlin treated me which secretly made him so angry and very deep down he was concerned they were actually stoppin me to come back. everyone at the night court think lucien was ok with how tamlin treated me because he didn’t do anything, they don’t trust him, they think he’s just like him. lucien meanwhile has told tamlin he was going to be in the autumn court to his family for a while, while actually he tries to enter the night court to find me on his own, but as soon as he enters, azriel n cassian find him n bring him to the wind house where we all live. me, rhysand, amren n morrigan are all talkin, i’m in night court clothes, we chillin n laughin, while they arrive all three.

mattheo prisoner

mattheo riddle, everyone is scared of him, possessive, impulsive, anger issues, solitary, intense, jealous, vendicative, territorial. most of all he’s the son of the dark lord himself, deatheater n his right hand. me n him back in school both slytherin couldn’t define ourselves as best friends, i had my group, but i was the only one who seemed to not be scared of him, to get near him, curios to actually talk, he’s always been distant, cold, doesn’t tell us much , he always fight with someone, scars bruises blood, but he never hurt me with words ones or with hands. we found comfort in each other presence, he could finally relax when i was the only one around even if he never tell or try to show it. he always noticed all of my reactions or habits, everything about me he knew, protective over me, he always took care of me in his way, and i offered him a safe space around me, my caresses made him drift off instantly, he barely talked to me about what hurt him, but i was just there not pretending, he let me hug me or sometimes when he saw i was alone he just came from my back n held me as if it eases his pain. my touch eases all the pain in his body every time. we grew comfortable with physical touch but only ever privately. we even used to shared a bed sometimes, when nights were rough, we just held each other sleepin, it’s just came so natural, no malice we just sleeped when we needed each other. everyone thought i was weird n that i should be looking out for him cause he was dangerous, but i just only ever see a broken boy. when he could he was always around me or keepin an eye on me, our friendship was silent but intense, everyone knew i was the only one he was strangely obsessed with, n that i always searched him, they just didn’t know our friendship. when he took the dark mark i tried to stay close to him to confort him like always but he pushed me away, we had our biggest fight, we told each other everything we never told in out small encounters, he told me really bad things which i understood where to push me away. since then i just kept an eye on him from afar. then the war started, i was with the order and he with his father voldemort. now the war has been going for 3 years and we r both 20 now. i haven’t seen him since we were 17, only news arrive to my ear about mattheo riddle on the battlefield, about how he’s always on the frontline, how he needs to be captured and i just can’t help but cry everynight because i can’t help him, n i never stopped thinking about him n he obviously hasn’t stopped thinkin about me . now we at centre of the order where we all live n we r all in the livin room waitin for remus n sirius to bring a secret important deatheater they caught to us, cause they said it’s more safe for us to keep an eye on him directly. me, fred, george, hermione and ginny n harry all waiting on couches. all hogwarts knew bout our friendship even them, they all know we were close but not how much. (the prisoner they r bringin in is mattheo) they arrive

mattheo triwizard

mattheo riddle is partecipating representing hogwarts at the triwizard tournament. it’s the second trial, save the person more dear to u under rhe black lake. mattheo is underwater, everyone outside is waiting. his friends are me draco pansy blaise theo but he’s not very open, always cold even with us. some times it happens i asked to smoke with him, never knowing if i was a weight or he enjoyed it, we always kind of speaked nothing much or stayed in silence. now they r all on the platform waiting for the three students to raise with their person, i’m in no sight on the platform they all think i was sick, while i’m unconscious underwater, n mattheo still is swimmin n doesnt know the magic of the tournament choose me.

old love

me and tom riddle were in the same muggle orphanage when we were kids, we grow up together, we were each others only friends. Since the matrons puts every child against us because “strange things” happened around us(we couldn’t control our magic) we were always together. When mean girls and boys insulted me or argued with me, tom always showed up to protect me even in hard ways. Or when the matrons beated or locked up one of us we showed up to each other, shouting n fighting for what we could with the matrons to safe each other only ending up both beated up. Tom most of the time took the blame on himsef even when it was my fault to get the matrons to beat me. We cared so much of each other, he always braided my hair, while i took care of him, and even if he didn’t talk much when one of us had nightmares we sneaked out to sleep together. One time when we were ten they catched us kissing each other innocently since we were kids, so they decided to divide us witg strength as we shouted and wriggled, and they put me in a female orphanage only and him in a male one only and we didn’t have info about each other anymore. At eleven Tom was choose by Hogwarts and since i had italian origins, the italian wizardry school came to london to take me there to study. We never forgot each other, all the scars on our skins from the matrons rememberin each other. I was the only person he ever loved even if we were kids, and after they tore me away from him he shut down completely. Now we r both 19th, it’s 1943 and it’s ur last year at hogwarts. Tom created his lil group of “friends”, the knights of walpurgis that he leads, Abrxas Malfoy, Corvus Lestrange, Lysander Nott, to grow powerful together. He never told about me to his friends. The Triwizard Tournament is at Hogwarts this year, and Ilvermory and the Italian magic school r invited n r staying in Hogwarts. As soon as Dumbledore recognised me as Tom old friend he told me where he was to meet him after 9 years so i go scared and excited. I enter the common room where Dumbledore told me and i find myself in front of Tom, Abraxas, Corvus and Lysander.

abraxas mother pass

abraxas malfoy was my boyfriend back in hogwarts. we had a secret relationship only our close friends knew about: Everest Rosier, Corvus lestrange, lysander nott. we started as friends then became more, we were always there for each others, we loved each other till death, he was vulnerable only with me. we always knew our story was to end, since i was an orphan halfblood, grew up in an orphanage, his parents hated me. they arrenged him in a marriage with Helena Greengrass right after hogwarts, so i kept my distance to not break our hearts more, n to not create a bigger mess for him. now he never looks at me, when we met up with our friends he barely talks to me, because it hurts to death. his marriage is all surface. now we r 23. abraxas mother’s, which he cared about, now died n he has closed himself in his bedroom n he’s numb, doesn’t wanna eat, missed out work, he just drinks firewhiskey, he lays numb on the ground n doesn’t let anyone in, doesn’t want to speak to anyone. nor his wife, nor our friends that visited him, corvus, nott n rosier n its been days. they all know there’s only one person who could help, even his wife knows even if she hates it, hates me. so corvus lysander everest n helena decide to send me an owl. i arrive at the main hall of the malfoy manor, corvus lysander everest n helena waiting all for me to explain.

fred left

we r at the burrow for the winter break. me, fred weasley, george weasley, ron weasley, hermione granger, ginny weasley, harry potter, molly weasley. my best friend are ron harry n hermione we r all 19. fred n george r 20 n are now on their last year at hogwarts. this friendship, has made me close to george n fred more than harry n hermione. this closeness brought me n fred to slowly become best friend to lovers. we were together for a year. we were so happy we were best friends in love.all of a sudden we kept fighting n no one knows why not even me we left each other. now we r together in his house for all winter break just ignoring each other.

meetin abra

it’s 1950, and i’ve been out of hogwarts for 5 years now, i didn’t see my friends anymore not even letters were send because i studied abroad dark arts, as i’m invited to an important gala of the ministry to all important people, a lil three year old comes to me, his hair silver, curious. he’s a lil lucius malfoy but i still don’t know he’s the son of my only one true love during hogwarts abraxas malfoy. we used to meet secretly, help each other out, spend nights together like if we were runaways, care for each other, but i wasn’t a pureblood for his family so things went down right after hogwarts finished. Now he’s married to Helene Greengrass. I’m dressed in an elegant black backless dress as this baby lucius malfoy approch me.

Winter soldier

back in rusha when ella was in the red room, born n raised there in that abusive environment, never known her parents. she grew up dancing ballet with the other child widows, a child weapon, elegant n deadly, martial arts, how to predict every move, how to analyse people, how to manipulate, trained to kill. the matron always used to take her away from the other girls her age, so all the others girls thought n called her the pet of the matron, they envied her n hated her n excluded her. also because she get extra meal, and cares so they never talked to her, they insulted her when they were alone, so she was always alone, they do bad tricks to her. hey didn’t know that when the matron took her she bring her to the hydras departments to let their experimental supersoldier fight against her, to show what they could do n to train them. they mostly made her fight against their main weapon, the winter soldier, james bucky barnes. they whispered the words that activate the winter soldier n he became a deadly weapon, n i always had to fight so hard, but he of course a supersoldier, was so harsh on me(because he isn’t his true self when they activate him), i always ended up with bruises n bloods, with everything aching, barely walkin. when the fight was over they left us alone on the nursery to take care of ourselves on our own. that’s when bucky came back into his mind, and in those moments me n bucky became so close. the first times i was so diffident when he tried to get close, but he began to left his nursery meals to me, when i was whimpin n my hands trembled so much to put bandage on myself he helped me, always in a knowin silence. there wasn’t need for words. the relationship shift n he passed from cleanin the blood he made me lose from his punches, to hold me, caress me n craddlin me. he started comin more often to watch us widows dance ballet. n since he was one of our fightin teacher too he started doin more classes to check on me. me n bucky fights continued more intense. and on the nights we spent alone in the nursery, he was the first ever person i let myself cry in front of. we never needed to talk, we understood each other silence. in these nights he noticed i got nightmares in each night, so after a while i let him come in my hospital bed, n we slept together while he hold me lettin me feel safe, whisperin soft words. it was nothing malicious, it even happened that sometimes under the covers we shared silent kisses, it was just an intimate safe thing, we never went more far than that. we kept each other safe n sane at the same time, because he needed that closeness too. no one from hydra or the red room ever found out about us. i was 19 at the time. we never named our relationship but i never felt more codependent to someone like with him. Durin one of my mission i was caught by the avengers n after they saved me, i took some time to trust them, to make my mund understand that i was save with them. Three years passed n now they r like a family to me, but my bucky is always in my mind, I’m secretly doin my own research to find him but he n hydra is a ghost even to me. I was training in the gym when tony called me sayin they needed me to crack someone. He said they found an old friend from steve pass in the 40s. As i enter the room, the prisoner is tied to a chair with metal chains n handcuff to block him completely, a metal arm, its bucky. But he’s still under the effect of the winter soldier brainwashing, the state i know how to keep him down the high, like when i used to after our missions. I never told anyone about bucky. As i enter the room, tony, steve, natasha, clint, bruce, wanda r in a semicircle in front of the prisoner.

Baelor bath

After the death of his wife 6 years ago Baelor hasn’t had anyone anymore.

corvy boy

it’s 1946 and i’m one of tom riddle’s knights of walpurgis(abraxas malfoy, corvus lestrange, everest rosier) we r all in our 20s and now that we ended hogwarts, we r all working our way up to the highest influencial level of the ministry where all people who matters are. We r all friends, we always hang out when we r not doing meetings, obv after hogwarts some knights have made their own life. During the hogwarts years me and Abraxas were close best friends, we took care of each other. i took care of him when he came to me crying because of his family pretensions, when they acted like he never existed just because he was not the top, and he took care of me when the nightmare from the orphanage rised back n he let me sleep in his arms. This friendship ended up being a secret relationship, we loved each other, but we kept it secret because i’m a orphan half-blood, abraxas parents who always wanted a pureblood for abraxas, only the knights knew about us. Right after school Abraxas parents made him marry Helena Greengrass the perfect pureblood girl. After the marriage me and abraxas took distance from each other, we don’t speak everytime like before. we just act like nothing ever happened n we act civil. I’m the second in command of tom and his more successful knight, i’m second in magical abilities after him. We r in Lestrange parlor now, just me, corvus, abraxas, helena, everest and everest wife amber. we r just chillin, drinkin whiskey n havin a chat with friends. During last year me and corvus both single became closer, nothing serious, no feelings allowed we just fuck, n spend time together, friends with benefits, all the knights know. so now we r chillin helena near abraxas, amber on another couch woth everest, n corvus on an armchair.

bill 2

we r at the burrow. i’m a slytherin n i’m 20. bill weasley, 27 years old. he’s the big brother of ron fred n george who r my best friends, i always spend holidays with them at their burrow since i was little so i’ve always knew bill sometimes when he joined us, i’ve always had a silly crush for him ofc because he was to old he wouldn’t even look at me in that way, always looking up to him n happy he was there for holidays, ofc he’s older so i never said anything but i did lot of stuff to just let him look at me or praise me n it was always enough. he was always my secret impossible crush. n he always treated me as a lil sister even now that i’m older. ofc he noticed n he is amused n likes how i behave to have his attention or he likes to tease me just to see me blush or react, he is very touchy with me n likes to take care of me or he casually holds me or casually brush my hair, it’s always so casual like it is the most natural rhing for him but for me it makes me go crazy he knows it. he’s always got that easy smile, that easy charm, n he’s always so casual. oh and he likes coverin me with praises which he knows e my fav n make me blish. sometimes when i’m in my world he pinches me softly or pull my hair, or sometimes he pinches me softly n i pinch him back till we start a lil fight or hold me to tickle me even in front of his family, because i’m like a sister to him n molly ofc knows damn well i have a huge secret crush on him, because she’s a mom ofc she notices. she finds it sweet n funny how i always seek for him or how i blush, she enjoys looking at us when bill plays with me, or teases me even though sometimes he takes him apart to tell him to be careful with me. fred n george notice but never made a big deal out of it, they just think i like to play around like with them. ron is totally oblivious. bill knows i go crazy for his praises or any of his attentions even if i do everything to hide it. he’s very mature n intelligent. now we r havin lunch at the burrow for the summer break. it’s me molly fred george ron n ginny havin lunch at the table when bill surprises us earlier n come in with his bags.

kitty

me and abraxas malfoy are in an arrangement marriage. in hogwarts we were friends n both knights of walpurgis to our friend tom riddle but because of circumstances who required it, tom decided the two of us had to get married so we did, because the both of us believe in his cause. since the day of the marriage we live in malfoy manor, but abraxas completely shut me down, even if we were friends before he’s always at work to not see me, when he’s at home he doesn’t talk to me, we sleep in separate beds too. deep down he does care for me like old times. now he’s at work n it’s rainin n i’m sick n my cat lost, i never call him usually or ask him anything so it’s strange when i call him at work

post

it’s 1943 n tom riddle decided to pet me in his knights of walpurgis because i’m the top slytherin student after him and because i practise clairovoyance and rituals. the knights lysander nott and everest rosier have slowly accepted me in, we’re slowly starting to chat n spend time together, while corvus seems to hate me and everytime we r in the same room we fight, n argue and abraxas malfoy play distance n fake he doesn’t know me everytime he sees me, he barely talks to me only in the meetings, n thinks he’s too superior to me. I have a pet crow, everyone knows, who brings me post not like everyone elses owl. now i’m in the owlery feeding my crow, abraxas comes for his post.

mattheo war

mattheo riddle, everyone is scared of him, possessive, impulsive, anger issues, solitary, intense, jealous, vendicative, territorial. most of all he’s the son of the dark lord himself, deatheater n his right hand. me n him back in school both slytherin couldn’t define ourselves as best friends, i had my group, but i was the only one who seemed to not be scared of him, to get near him, curios to actually talk, he’s always been distant, cold, doesn’t tell us much , he always fight with someone, scars bruises blood, but he never hurt me with words ones or with hands. we found comfort in each other presence, he could finally relax when i was the only one around even if he never tell or try to show it. he always noticed all of my reactions or habits, everything about me he knew, protective over me, he always took care of me in his way, and i offered him a safe space around me, my caresses made him drift off instantly, he barely talked to me about what hurt him, but i was just there not pretending, he let me hug me or sometimes when he saw i was alone he just came from my back n held me as if it eases his pain. my touch eases all the pain in his body every time. we grew comfortable with physical touch but only ever privately. we even used to shared a bed sometimes, when nights were rough, we just held each other sleepin, it’s just came so natural, no malice we just sleeped when we needed each other. everyone thought i was weird n that i should be looking out for him cause he was dangerous, but i just only ever see a broken boy. when he could he was always around me or keepin an eye on me, our friendship was silent but intense, everyone knew i was the only one he was strangely obsessed with, n that i always searched him, they just didn’t know our friendship. when he took the dark mark i stayed by his side even if my ideals weren’t like the ones of his father . now the war has been going for 3 years and we r both 20 now. i haven’t took the mark but i’m by his side, i live in his lil personal manor his father gave him for his loyalty. our relationship still the same, we r in between, no etiquettes. the war made him tired faster, doin terrible things he’s obliged to do but when we r alone at home, is like we r back at hogwarts teens. i’m his strength. a tough battle has just finished n i’m waiting for him on the sofa right in front the floo.

mattheo cousin

we r in nott manor for winter break. it’s just us friends, theodore nott, pansy parkinson, mattheo riddle, daphne greengrass, blaise zabini, draco malfoy. and i girl that mattheo brought, she presented as sarah and we don’t know much just that she’s very close to mattheo, she’s a normal looking girl, easy smile, always next to mattheo, always chatting with him. mattheo has always been the cold one n distanced one of the group. he’s always on his on, picking up fight when not, always broodin n with a sharp remark. even if we r friends we r always fighting for the most stupid things. sometimes though when the night comes we share a j together, we chat n chill like normal person, he open up rarely, he still is cold n rarely lets himself relax but we do like each other company when he doesn’t close up n push everyone away. it’s our thing, our time, where he can let go of all the pressure. when we spoke n get high together he always like to whisper sweet nothings in my ear, just cause he’s a menace n knows i secretly fold, to tease me in a friendly way amused, or he wraps me in his jacket, he’s very attentive when we smoke together, it’s just our peaceful moment, away from expectations, free from rules n etiquettes, we never spoke about it the day after, it’s like a lil reward were we both have some fun as friends of course, were we like a lil to much to tease each other, he tickle me, we fake a fight, he’s taller than me. n now with this girl around takin all his attention i don’t like to admit it but i’m going crazy jealous, she never seems to leave his side, n he actually seems to enjoy her. lil did i know that i missed the info that she’s his long cousin. it’s been a week now n i try my best to be gentle n not look bother when he takes care of her. it’s not like mattheo as ever talked mych while we r all together, or as if we don’t bickering all day even before, but if someone were very attentive, could see how i always sit far away from him, how my come backs to his fighting r a little more bitter, n how i smile too much to sarah. on our fourth day here mattheo asked me privately to smoke woth him at night like at hogwarts, but i dismissed invented an excuse. n she’s always touchin him. it’s late and we r all still together on the sofas of the livin room, chatting chillin, mattheo n sarah sot next to each other. after a while i’ll go upstairs n mattheo will follow up after some time to ask me if i want to smoke a blunt.

Fred wasted call

Fred Weasley is my ex boyfriend, we were best friends first, he left me during a difficult period we were going through, he was a lil distant, concentrated on the quidditch hogwarts cup n i kept having flashbacks of the orphanage, i had been anxious n i didn’t wanted him to worry n one night drunk i just kissed theodore nott(i’m a slytherin too) and i told fred the day after, knowing it meant nothin but he left me, both of us broken, cause our relationship meant so much, we were friends before boyfriend n gf. He told me to not bother him anymore angry n i listened to him broken. Now it’s been a year n i never stopped thinking about him, the feelings r still there n i know that deep down he still cares for me too(he does). now it’s late night and i’ve drink too much firewhiskey(a habit lately) because of our situation n i’m so drunk n i’m wandering in the hogwarts gardens drunk wasted. It’s winter break, but i’m at hogwarts because i grew up in the orphanage(when i was with fred i always went with them to the burrow). through a lil piece of a magic mirror that me n him used to have i “call” fred to talk to him. he’s chillin chatting with george in his bedroom at the burrow.

Abraxas bday

Abraxas malfoy is my boyfriend and it’s his birthday, and this morning after i gave him happy birthday he told he’ll get out with his boys best friends and we’ll hang out later the night, n he was so happy like a child. I’m in my slytherin dorm chillin, it’s evening and abraxas come back from his hang out knock at my door(his friends forgot of his birthday).

burrow with remusss

i’m the twins best friends, we’re all 19, n fred closest, he’s very protective n territorial of me. he has a soft spot on me. they both invited me over to the burrow for the winter break since i’m an orphan n a slytherin. even other members of the order of the phoenix r invited. i’m in a very secret relationship with my professor remus lupin, who’s 43, we r very attentive to be discrete n not show effusions in public, we act normal in public, he treats me like everyone else, n we both knew about the invite so we prepared mentally. now me n the twins fred n george weasley arrive just in time for the first dinner all together. molly weasley, sirius black, remus lupin, ginny weasley, hermione granger, harry potter, ron weasley already sitted down at the table waitin for us as we enter.

fred call

me n fred weaslwy had been best friends till the start then he became my boyfriend. we’ve been together for 2 years. his family loved me, we loved each other till death, molly was like my mom because i grew up in an abusive orphanage. i didn’t have a home to go back to durin breaks so i was always at the burrow. when i got nightmares from back when i was a child fred let me sneak in his dorm since i’m a slytherin. he held me, with him my anxiety attack n my crying stopped after a very long time, even my nightmares that i had since i was a child when i was in his bed disappeared, he was my safe. then after the last summer break he was invited to the internional uk quidditch team for a stage only for hogwarts students that caught the eyes of the talent scouts. so he spent the all summer away from me. then when he come back he got a special pass from school to go train three days of the week with the national team as a stage too for how good of a beater he is. it’s always been his dream. but that left us with four business day together and he was always really tired n not really in the mood to do anything, or concentrated on the studies he left behind. he still loved me of course but when i asked him out he always finded an excuse or suggested we just stayed in. he was really focused on the quidditch stage, even when he came back at school hogwarts he spent lots of afternoon trainin, n i always supported him because i knew it was his dream but he started givin me less attention n we both noticed. he was the one who called me to talk. to tell me he loved me more than anything else but he knew he couldn’t take care of me like before n he saw how he was really busy n that affected on our relationship. he said that i deserved someone better n even if i cried n begged him, he cried too but he told me it was the best for me, so i could focus on myself too n not go around waste time with him, we would have remained best friends and if after the end of the school things would have still be the same perhaps go back together. but from that it was never the same. yes we talked yes, but i decided to distance myself because i couldn’t bare havin him close n not touch him n not kiss him. i’d do anything to avoid looking at him or bein in his same room. i got worst, i started to not sleep at night again, nightmares came back too, to have casual anxiety attack n i didn’t tell no one. now it’s winter break and everyone’s at hogwarts is back with their parents. not me, i’m one of the few who stayed. fred is back at the burrow with his family, molly, george, ginny n ron. it has been now 4 months since me n fred broke up. it’s snowing at hogwarts, it’s late night, i got nightmares of the orphanage n i woke up n couldn’t go back to sleep, i started wandering by the castle, i stole a bottle of firewhuskey from the elves kitchen, drunk it all, n now i’m twistin a magic coin that me n fred both have that makes us just talk to each other whenever we want. fred is chillin with his family on the livin room chattin n laughing when he feels the coin vibrate in his pants. the pov start at the burrow.

tidy

it’s 1943 we r all slytherin students of the last year at hogwarts. We're not friends, we've never hung out, but we're acquaintances by reputation. After class, I usually help the potions professor clean up the classroom. Right now, I'm alone, tidying up the flasks singing an italian, my language, song as you two come looking for the professor.

ggghv

me, theodore nott, pansy parkinson, daphne greengrass and blaise zabini n draco malfoy, are all friends, all slytherins, we always hang out, we do every together, we r all very close n we take care of each other. The only problem is that even if we r in the same group me n Draco hate each other, we try to keep each other distant, n when we collide we always end up fighting, arguing, mocking, insulting each other or hurting each other, we hate each others but for the sake of the group when we hang out we try to keep it down n ignore each other presence. Tonight there will be a party in the Ravenclaw common room like every friday, and we always go, it’s like an unwritten thing we already know, so i prepared myself in a miniskirt, high heeled boots and a top, i did my make up n my hair like usual for the common room parties. Today it is Draco’s birthday and he invited the all group excepting me to go out to a fancy club to hogsmeathe to have a drink for his party. All the group is wearing fancy suit n the girls long dresses n they r all chillin in the common room sofas waiting for the time for the club to open before they go, n they are all waiting for me except draco, thinking i’m still preparing. Draco hasn’t told anyone he didn’t invite me, and no one told me because they all thought i knew, it was obvious he invited all. I enter the common room in my party outfit from the girls dormitory.

bucky codependency

i’m 24. i’m one of the avengers, i’ve been for 6 months now. before that i’ve been a widow in the red room my all life, born n raised there an assassin, cold blooded, martial arts, manipulation, ballet to controll, perfect liar, clever spy. i was the best student they had in decades but when durin a mission avengers finally destroyed the red room n took me under their wing everything changed. at first i didn’t trust any of em, my mind was always on survival mode, always cataloguing exits n potential weapon in every room, flinchin at any loud noise. i spoked very few, always on my own, not really know what to do with the freedom that was gave me. nightmares every night n when my mind was too loud i just went to the avengers tower gym n punch something or train till i was sick like back in the red room, perhaps a traumatic copying mechanism. the one avenger who slowly helped me through it, to integrate me was james bucky barnes. he was also manipulated n trained n compromised by Hydra who worked side to side with the red room, n he had bein going through the same shit as me so he was the only one to understand. he started bein next to me durin meals to show me gently that food wasn’t poisoned, he let me see how he removed any potential hazard or weapon in the room. he trained with me to not let me go hard on myself, he made sure i made pauses. he showed me around the tower n outside, made me try things i didn’t even know existed when i was in there. he teached me how to cook, how to trust the others. always on my side, always so attentive n takin care of me n praisin me when i do something good. n i slowly started to trust him, maybe too much. after some months when i still had nightmares he let me go to his room, he held me, craddle me n whisper reassuring words, when nights were sleepless he even let me sleep in his bed while he slept on the sofa in front of it. and all of this attention, create a sort of codependency in me, a sort of obsession, all his praises too. so everywhere he goes i follow, if the others go outside but he doesn’t i don’t feel safe so i don’t go. i subconsciously always sit next to him as if just being that close, would make me breathe give me that comfort that safety. when he goes on mission i do everything to go with him n if i can’t i just spend most of the time in my room. it’s a way i do feel attached emotionally to him, i always think about him, what will he do, what will he say if i do a certain thing, if he’d praise me, if he’d be happy woth me. the praises r my soft spot, my mind goes all foggy n shut when he’s happy with me, perhaps because that was a scale of judgement in the red room. he n the others of course don’t know or they don’t seem to notice . even if sometimes i’m still cold in some answers, i’m now friends with all the team, tony, steve, natasha, clint, bruce and wanda. now it’s late n we r all chillin n chattin in the common room sofas, i’m next to bucky. eventualy durin the night wanda, who has become one of the closest friends with natasha, reads my mind when she sees me lost in thought, already suspicious of something.

mattheo war 2

in hogwarts universe voldemort has started his war. i’m 20 n a slytherin. my friends r pansy draco theo blaise daphne but i’ve been friends too with harry hermione n ron we r all 20. even if pansy draco theo blaise daphne were all obliged to tale the dark mark n become deatheaters they all decided to ask the ordeal of the phoenix for help. at first no one trusted em but then peofessor snape sirius remus n molly let em in, to give em information from the inside. n after some time n tension harry herm n ron started treating em like friends. theo’s bbf mattheo riddle voldemort’s son couldn’t rebel to his father, he beat him up, cruciod him, he had power over him n mattheo proud n because it was impossible never asked for help. after one year into the war, durin a meeting after theo asked him several times to ask for help, we found him at the ordeal of the phonix house door bleeding, dazed, in an awful situation asking for help. ofc it was from his dad. we helped him out n after beggin him to let us do more, durin a meetin we decided to fake his death in a battle to hos father eyes. in the meantime he’ll be hidin in a safe house outside city with me, since i’m the one with the best protection skills in charm out of all of us. no letters no contact the ordeal send us n we haven’t herd from them ever since. it’s been 7 months now n we found our balance. mattheo back in school has always been the silent broodin time, always grumpy n on a mood we’ll always bicker or argue, he didn’t have friends everyone was scared of him so mysterious n always pickin up fight n so diffident, just seemed to stand theo even of he hanged out with us slytherin. when we first came in to live alone, he was like a ghost i barely saw him, when he wasn’t in his room, he didn’t talk back to me, passive aggressive. for the first month we lived our life on our own. then we slowly became secretly curious of the others activities or habits. n when i did pancakes i started to silently leave some for him sonce i understood he liked them, when we had lunch he casually cut apple for me without sayin anything. a mutual silent acknowledgment. inevitably with time we even if we cooked for each other, cleaned thw others room(not because of carin just because we shared a housr n habits so it was natural) we barely talked, it was all too heavy, we still bickered most of the tjmes, bad arguments whixh leds us shouting in our faces. it’s the sixth month n its one of those night were we r both pissed off n bitter, we r both in the kitchen, each makin their dinner, but the tension is so thick, till we slowly start an argument n shoutin at each other.

morgan bucky

i’m 20, i’m an avenger, a spy from the red room saved from the avengers. they r like family now. nat clint bruce tony wanda sam steve. with bucky i’m always bickerin always fighting over something stupid, and we r both night owls so it happens very often that when i can’t sleep n go in the kitchen i find him there, we just exist, he learnt that i like red berries tea at night so he makes it for me. but mostly he’s a lonely wolf, he’s always on his on, always grumpy, we barely talk during day, always broodin, he’a answer are always grumpy except maybe for his closest r sam n steve. sam is the one always tryin to piss off bucky jokin with him, while steve is the one who balances their trio. pepper n tony had to spend the weekend away n left 5 years morgan behind askin the four of us to check on her at the avengers tower. she loves me, she’s clingy with me since i’m the only girl, bucky tries to stay mostly on his own, which makes morgan a lil scared but also overly curios as a child would be, n totally shameless. we r all in the big commin room on sofas n morgan ask lots of questions n start sayin that i’m so pretty, n keeps gazin to me n bucky, askin childish questions about me n him, n that i’m pretty so i should be with him, that i’m a princess, and that if we r together, a lots of why, n a lots of things involvin me n bucky relationship curios. there’s the three of em on sofas while i have on the ground with her wanting ti hug me