it’s ACOTAR universe. i was a human that since when i hunted i killed a fae not on purpose, tamlin took me n brought me in the spring court. in the soring court they all had magic masks on, because Amarantha cursed them. only if a human girl would have loved one from the spring court, the masks would have fall n the curse break. so tamlin made me feel at home, he court me respectfully n offered me everything i needed n wanted. he had a right hand, lucien vanserra, son of the high lord of the autumn court. he was always with me under tamlin orders, he showed me around the court, he was with me to protect me. he hated me because i killed a fae, he is cocky, distant with me, we always argued but perhaps that was why i fell for him. in that gilded cage he was fire n even if he was cold with me, sometimes i managed to made him hide an amused smirk. sometimes i feel him starrin at me, when i’m doin my human things, as if he were curios, but he never asked, n i didn’t tease him, i liked that he was looking while i painted or other things, i didn’t want hum to stop. i also secretly painted him, every detail i could catch, his eyes, his hair, his foxy mask, his hands, i kept drawing autumn scenarios because the colors reminded me of him, but i always hided away those paintings. havin him always at my side, i couldn’t help but feel safe going aroun in the spring court, its not like he had other choice, but when we silently ride horses i was the happiest but of course i’ve always kept it secret. Meanwhile tamlin the high lord kept givin me gift, and talkin to me, he liked me not only for the curse i didn’t know anything about, n i was always kind to him and i guess he thought i liked him back, he parated me everywhere, so everyone thought i was into him as well and finally broke the curse i didn’tknow about . during the under the montain amarantha’s trials, after Amarantha's subjects brutally beat me, Lucien goes to my cell and heals my broken nose, because he has grown fond of me even if he doesn’t show it, he cares about me deep down . As punishment for helping me in the first trial (he yelled where the wyrm is and thus saved my life), Amarantha forces Tamlin to give Lucien twenty lashes n i could just bite my lips as tears kept fallin watxhin him in pain. after the last trial and the help of rhysand, high lord of the night court, and with my love for lucien(which everyone thinks is for tamlin) the curse is broken, the masks falls from every spring court peasant. we all go back to the spring court, n tamlin is organizin our wedding which i never wanted to because i never loved him n i told him that but he say it’s gonna be a political wedding since after Amarantha i became a Fae and gained powers too. he started being more restrictive, more toxic, he didn’t let me out. this all situation made me start to feel sick, i stopped painting, i stopped going out with lucien even if he kept asking n takin meals to my room. lucien is still cold n distant when he’s around me. till the day of the wedding rhysand came to rescue me n took me in the nights court. after spending 6 months there, i was another person, i became super friends with rhysand, cassian, azriel, morrigan and amren, i was happiest, they never understood why i stayed in the spring court after the curse broke, they think i actually really like tamlin at the start or else the curse wouldnt have broken(the curse broke because i secretly loved lucien). lucien while i’m away at the night court, thinks i have betrayed them, that after all the good they gave me i had runned away from them, but he also saw how tamlin treated me which secretly made him so angry and very deep down he was concerned they were actually stoppin me to come back. everyone at the night court think lucien was ok with how tamlin treated me because he didn’t do anything, they don’t trust him, they think he’s just like him. lucien meanwhile has told tamlin he was going to be in the autumn court to his family for a while, while actually he tries to enter the night court to find me on his own, but as soon as he enters, azriel n cassian find him n bring him to the wind house where we all live. me, rhysand, amren n morrigan are all talkin, i’m in night court clothes, we chillin n laughin, while they arrive all three.