Sirius Black whose you bf foure tree months. He whose the one that asked you to be. He whose the one that sed that he liked you first. He whose the one that asked you to Hogsmeade. And he whose the one who end it seying that it whose all a dere. And it whose. Now or he ignors you or he duse comments to uders about you like: ,,she's not whort the efort " . ( Or if you have a vizible scar/mark on your body he whode point that out as well) . ,, She is not like the uder girls. She isen't like a normal person" . Most of the rest are maid up. He teles people that you whore the one that mess it up and how he did't iven like you into' the firest place. And all of the people laugh ( exept your friends Lily, Mary and Marlene) . You whore alwhays called the ,,weard girl" and also you did't have the best femaly relashion, so in the end ( befour Sirius) you ended up having a fear of beeing loved. That's why it took Sirius a long time to make you exapt him as not beeing one of the people that hurt you. In the end he hurt You. That gole of tge dere whose,,Sirius has the weard girl as his gf and he has to hold it that way intele he can't animore. That proving how suferible or unsuferible she is" . And now Sirius whou't stop making coments of how "barly suferible" you whore.
You alwhays smile iven if it's small iven if you don't interect white uder people You alwhays have a small smile. You never ghete angry. You have as friends the Marauders, Lily, Mary , Marlene and Mickle Nott You known Mickle sance You whore 6 and he's the only one that seen You snap and that whose at one of your friends named Morgan that she betraid you and thene tryed to bully Mickle. But you snaped and it ended verry bad. Mickle is in Hufflepuff and he has sandy hair. The problem is people whitouth whanting to are puting you at a test evry day. Enen your friends (exept Mickle) are starting to treat You not as nice. They Meybe tink that if You are nice they can be a bit harder on you. Thry dout realy act white a nice energy thords you there tone isen't a kind or nice one and the look is almoust one of hate. And you do nothing right to theme and that is puting you at a test. Evrithing You do isen't right. And moust of the time you wake up white people screeming at you. And why don't you act angry bake? You are afraid that what hapend white Morgan might repet. And that it will terrafie Mickle like last time. A nuder person that is nice white you exept Mickle is Hagrid.
Sirius used you. Four two monts he sed that you whore evrithing to him. But last week he broke up white you. The thing is that you awhays smile. No matter what. You do not look afacted. And at furst you do not look afected about thise ither. Your bighst feer whose and atill is of beeing loved or betraid. Sance that's what hapend all your life. Your true perents abanded You at the age of 5. You had a freaind, Morgan that betraid you. And your curant famely is alwhays theling you that your ungraitful. And unbehaved. The thing is that nobody knows of thise stuff. Not iven your best freand, Lily, Mary and Marlene. You do not remember the last time you cryed. And people think your ensain or the stronghest person four that. That's why some people try to see if they can brake you. Sirius ignors you know but if somone asks: isen't she your ex? . He whode make a mene coment like if you have a vizubul mark like a scarr he while sey a meen coment like ( if you have a scarr on one of your eyes) that one eyed person. Or somothing like that. He mosly duse coments about the fact of how you are. Besids the fact that you are strong mantaly you are varry chileldhoosh.
You are 16. And You have been dateing Sirius foure afew months. The thing is that it whose a dere and a week befoure school ended he sed it to you. He has been rude to you entele school ended. Now you're during summer. And your doing your secrets white your old friend Mickle. Now here's the thing. You never told enione that you and Mickle have a rok band where you go and sing somgs. You're white the electric guitar , the voice some times. And Mickle is also white voice but olso white Drums. That you also know to play but usualty is Mickles job. Anlso you go hunted houses and the funted forest in you're town hunting. Only You and him. The thing is Mickle is in Hufflepuff. Anywhay Lily, Mary and Marlene are your friends as well. They know about evrithing. What will hapen will somone else find out about you and Mickle's band or will thise remind your secret. Ah and you're melodise arethe Michael Jackson's original songs but in thise story you are the creators. Soure you aren't a global star band but you are pretty known.
You are considerd the weard Griffindor girl. All the people talk behind your bake. You and Sirius whore togheder four afew weeks ( mybe tree months) and at the end he broke up white you. He used you like he did white all the uders. Now the wispers about you are lowder: ,,Is her fholt". ,,She whosenet good emofe four him" and stuff like that. And the wors part Sirius ses mean coments about you and choses the people to make iven moure coments. Sirius or ither ignors you or dure coments about you. If somone asks him: ,,whisent her your gf , Sirus?" He whode respond white stuff like: ,, She isen't whort it" or ,, People whore right she is weard like one time..." Lily, Mary and Marlene are your besthfrends.
You alwhays halp whit itvice whene they need it. Aspesuly Sirius. He alwhays coms to you whit his relashionships problems. But he dusen't know that you have a crush on him.
You had a bad life, you're perents abanded you, the Blackwood's used the crucatus on you and foced you to take the mark. After that you thought you whore making you're friends a tharghet so You tryed to end Voldemort to protect her but You ended up faking youre death. And thene you had to go bake to America and You meat youre mother ( you're real mother)that santed you on a midion to "save the world" but it whose all to ghete a curse. And thene she left a kid at you're front proch that whene the girl reached 5 she decapitated and thene blamed you foure the kill. Thene Dumbledore ( him beeing the only one that known you whore alive) thold only Lily and James that you are still alive and they made you his Godmother. Thene whene Harry reached 11 you whent to Hagwarts to protect him as a teacher. After yers whene Voldemort came bake and he ghot defeted... you're mother ( sance she's a demigodess) ghot the people at Hogwarts and putet thene in her secret anchent baise.
Your perents are Death Eaters. They adopted you whene you whore 5. Whene you turnd 11 they made you under the imperio take the mark. Sance 5 they used the crucio on you whene you did't behave. That beeing evry time you deard to talk whitout somone asking you or whene you did't ansuard white,,Yes Mother " or,,No Mother". You kept it secret. And you still do. Whene you turn 14 in the summer befour your fifth yer at Hogwarts you manage to brake the imperio conection whitowt your perents knowing. So a plan starts forming. You do not whant to put your frends in risk. You whant to know they while be safe. So on your next mision where it's only you, your mum and Voldemort you cude try to end him. Your frends are Lily, Mary and the Marauders. And thise story is about your life sance 11 evry yer and moment sance you arive at the moment of 14 the night white the mission you have white Voldemort. But you have a nuder secret. You thold Dumbledore in latters what Voldemort plans are. Excluding the mision you are on. You know that Dumbledore whode not leth you try that. You do not know if you whode secsude but you tink it's whort trying. You never yold Lily or any of your frends entinting about the dark part of your life. Nothing about the Deaf Eaters. About the crucios and that your one of them.
You suferd a lot in your life. Enough that in the end you ended up having a fear of beeing loved. You tryed angene to have friends. You had Lily and the Marauders as your friends. Or at lest that whise what you thout. Latley they started to ignore your existance complily. No hello not iven looking at you. Your hart is screming to your brain to stop them from gheting awhay but your brain just seems to thele her bake: i can't stop them. You are ghiving up on trying. Now your complitly alone. Nobody else four you. You never cryed in front of anione or ghete angry. You alwhays whore trying yo be good and cherful. But it whose all of that because hurd people sey that you whoren't good enough.
You are beeing bulyed by the Marauders. Aspesuly Sirius. But you have a problem you have a crush on him. Lily and Mary ( your besthfrends) are trying to make you lose interest in Sirius. While that work? Or while somthing else hapen? And Mary and Lily are trying to halp you by making you avoid Sirius. It dusen't work all of the time...
Your perents are on Voldemort's side. Sance the age of 5 your perents used the crucio on you whene you talked whitout promision. Or ansuard white Yep or yhea. Or even asking four rits as wering jeens ( moust of your clods are one of those gotic dresses, no pans only a single pare of jeens) or to ride a bike. Or entinting that whosenet lady like. You never liked the summer brake once you beghune Hogwarts. You wode had whanted to stey at Hogwarts all of the time. You are frends white Mary and Lily. And ghete along white the Marauders as whele but you do not talk that much. None of your frends know whats ghowing on whte your perents.
You are a teacer of Magic Crecurs. And Harry's Godmother. Whene the boy turns 11 he ghets his letter( more like latters) . Dumbledore asks you to go pik him up. You Did't take cair of him entele then because Dumbledore thot it whou't safe.
You are known to be dead. It's known that you ghot killd at tha age of 14. Nobody knows that you're still alive insted of Dumbledore, Lily and James. James and Lily are dead. Now Harry's in turd-yer at Hagwarts and you decided to become a thecer so you can protect him. He dusen't know that you're his Godmother. Nobody insted of Dumbledore knows that. While you thele him? Or while you tele Remus that you're still alive?.
Under the imperio. That's how it hapend . Your perents the Blackwood's used it so you join just like them Voldemort. They used the crucio on you sance you whore 5. Evry time you talked whitout beeing asked. But you joing him whene you whore 11. And to make sure that you whou't be known like them you wrote to Dumbledore evry single idea Voldemort had. Now your in 5th yer. And to protect your frainds you try to push them awhay. You frainds beeing: Sirius , Remus, James, Lily, Mary and Marlene. You tryed by walking awhay. You tryied. But it suent work. They start to ghete concernd so you are tinking of moving a step furder calling Lily a Mudblood , Or Ramus a monsteur. Or Sirius a mass. While you take that step? During school time you do not go to Voldemort's meeting.
You fainted Sirius four two monts. And the Yule Ball îs coming in a week and he broke up white You seying it whose a dere. All of it. You never had your hair down at Hogwarts only in a bun or a masy bun. And You did't where heals ither ( or at lest not hie sexy once at lest) or dresses only jenes and the uniforme scurta maximum. The thing is that You are considerd the weard girl and You alwhays have people wispering bout You. And they aren't good ither.
You and Sirius whore enamise in school. But now after afew yers...You wake up on top of somone. And that somone ( Sirius) dusen't have his shirt one, hist tattose shouwing and his bere chest .And that somone tided uou togheder whote a red rebbon. The rebon beeing charmed by him. And theenoly way to escape is if you kiss him white you to whant it not forced. And the thing he dusen't know is that whene You do it. The rols swich. Entele you kiss him white whant he has the control of the rebbon. But after...You take it. And thene is your choise. You can make the rebbon lose hersalf or you cude do whatever you whant white it 😏 But You do not know that entele that hapends. The men ( Sirius ) whene you wake up slonly he dusen't iven ghive you the chanse to open your eyes propetly. He starts kissing you hungry. Murmuring stuff betuine kisses. And some times duse open mouth kiss and tongue kisses. The rebbon tieing you to him to your anculs to your elbous and he's tied to you as well. You have your waists togheder. And entel you Dount kiss him bake is no uder way out. He can't brake it now only if you do it. So You are stuk togheder. The thing is. You bouth had a crush on each oder sance school but insted of seying it you acted like enamise.
