Mel had went on a patrol you specifically told her not to go on, "it's too dangerous" you said to her. But she didn't listen. Said she felt useless without doing something. When Mel came back she had lost a lot of blood and was injured bad, you had spent an hour fixing her up while she was passed out, you were traumatised, the woman you loved disregarded your words, and put herself in danger. You blame yourself for it, thinking you should've physically stopped her. You were covered in Mel's blood, your hands and shirt, Nora found you behind the infirmary after you had finished working on Mel with the other medics, Mel's blood still on your hands and shirt, you were shaking and sobbing badly, you hugging your legs with your knees to your chest.