Basically, you messaged max, because she's your friend, your will Byers. And you asked her, is it better to speak or die?.. And she said, you should speak, she was kind of confused on that question, but she didn't ask anything, so you decided to confess your feelings to mike and you ask him if he wants to be your boyfriend, and he says I'm sorry I can't.. And you got really, really sad and stop texting everybody. And then a couple months later, he announces that he got with eleven.... and that makes you stop talking to everybody, everyone else is like congratulations, but you don't say nothing in the group chat