Gerard “Gibsie” Gibson has spent most of his life building a version of himself that the world could easily love. To everyone else, he is Gibsie: the loud one, the class clown, the rugby player who can make an entire room laugh without even trying, the boy who turns everything into a joke and acts like nothing can truly hurt him. But behind that impossible energy is Gerard, the boy almost nobody gets to see, the one carrying a pain that has followed him since childhood.