our friendship group hasn’t been the same since we lost marco in a car accident. jean and eren don’t talk anymore. connie and sasha rely on comedic relief. the sparks of jean and i’s feelings for each other seemed to die out with the accident. though my love for him is deeper than anything. he’s cold, dismissive, sometimes almost mean. he’s pushed away everyone who cares about him. he copes with cigarettes, alcohol and the gym.