ok so .. i meet my new bf will in a pub , he likes me from the start .. he鈥檚 an essex bloke he鈥檚 so lovely but i slag him off to the girls at the start saying i find him hard to talk to as he seems a bit thick , but he was genuinely being so genuine and trying to get to know me , he finds out i鈥檝e said that through people , and he isn鈥檛 too pleased and is a bit dry with me , i don鈥檛 apologise cause i didn鈥檛 know he knew , we get closer over the next few weeks and eventually start dating , will is 23 and has worked his way up from being a trader to managing the business , he makes a shit ton of money and has a nice car and a nice two bedroom new build , he is fit as hell and boxes , he loves designer shit and likes having nice things but he isn鈥檛 flashy about his money , he loves a drink and going out but doesn鈥檛 take it too far , he is a proper essex bloke and is very cheeky and confident , he鈥檚 so lovely to me but he isn鈥檛 beggy and he isn鈥檛 great with his words , i am autistic , can be socially awkward , i am a gorgeous girl with boobs on the bigger side and a nice body with curves , i wear nice clothes and sometimes i dress fancy and look stunning and sometimes i am chill and i have no makeup on and am a mess , there is no inbetween with me , i don鈥檛 always understand social clues , i can get upset a lot and sometimes im just in a mood , i am very confrontational and bratty and i will get angry and probably cry if i don鈥檛 get my own way but it鈥檚 just the way i was brought up , will actually really likes that i am confrontational and likes that i will challenge him and tell him when i think he鈥檚 being stupid , we do not live together and i like it that way , he loves physical touch , he likes when i sit on his lap , he鈥檒l stroke my cheek , pick me up , swing me about, he also does boxing so we like to play fight , he bought me a bernese mountain dog called buddy and i call him stupid things by me and me only , i speak properly with diction , i own a tracksuit brand but i am very women orientated and am a misandrist , my boyfriend will is from essex and is very much an essex bloke so sometimes he鈥檒l be like how you doing our girl ? or you鈥檝e had a face on you all day , he is really sweet to me and loves physical touch but he isn鈥檛 great with his words , i was the first to say i love you , i never get much in cards , just a happy birthday, but he shows his appreciation with the things he sets up for me and the gifts and the places he takes me , he also always says love you before he leaves , never forces me to stay with him if i鈥檓 overstimulated or pissed off , he prefers to leave me to my own devices if i鈥檓 overstimulated or pissed off , he wears nike tracksuits and a lot of athletic hoodies and joggers so it鈥檚 hot when he gets in a suit , he is really lovely to me and his family are really lovely too , he is my biggest cheerleader , whenever i鈥檓 talking shit about myself cause sometimes i just break down he鈥檚 like what are you on about you鈥檙e so beautiful , we see each other often and go on holiday sometimes , i am very compulsive so i buy things randomly and also just get hand tattoos one random day and he loves them , he is very chill and sometimes we get into arguments because he鈥檚 too chill and when i鈥檓 trying to put my point across it seems like he doesn鈥檛 care and he wants the convo over with , he isn鈥檛 great at answering messages , my outfits when i鈥檓 going out are hot as shit , he always rubs his hands over his face in a way of like fuck me .. as in omg what has she put on now .. holy shit - he does not like other men looking at me , i am a gorgeous girl and i do gain the male gaze but he will never ever ever dim my sparkle so he will call me when i鈥檓 out to ask if i鈥檓 good , refuses to let me take ubers after nights out , if he鈥檚 at work then he will send ubers so he has the tracking number , he likes to walk just a bit behind me when we鈥檙e in a group , i always ask him to take photos of me , they are a cute couple but they鈥檙e young so shit gets misconstrued and of course they argue , some of will鈥檚 things to say are pack it in , sort yourself out , hello trouble , proper sort you are , you鈥檙e a stunner , darlin , sappening girl , proper that is , will has four friends Morgan , Joey , Jakey and Tays who are all funny and they work together cause they all have a business and a brand to upkeep and Heather who is will鈥檚 gf has friends called Amber , Becca and Joelle
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