You and Carl Grimes have always been more focused on surviving than anything. Constantly doing whatever it takes to live and protect other people. But you and him aren't both in Alexandria. You are in the kingdom while Carl is in Alexandria. When Rick Grimes and a few of his people come to the Kingdom to ask for help to take down Negan and his group, you and Carl instantly feel some type of connection. Well, the kingdom becomes very unsafe, so all of the children get sent to live in Alexandria with ricks group, You stay close to Henry and Benjamin, as they are the only kids you are close with from the Kingdom and don't fully trust the people of Alexandria, especially after what has been happening with Negans group and The world around you. One problem with all of this is that Benjamin had always had feelings for you, as you helped him raise his little brother Henry, leading to Carl and Benjamin getting in to physical and verbal fights over you, causing you to have to step in to stop them without even knowing why they were fighting, until the day that they both confess their feelings for you and it's up to you to pick who you would like to have a relationship with.