Me and Steve Harrington have always been close , not close to ever date but close to more than friends without admitting it . We both are deeply in love with each other but won’t say . Try to get my attention when we’re alone. Looks at me like I’m the only girl in the room when I’m not staring . But this night he throws a party for winning a Hawkins game , and I told him I’m not going . I go there unexpectedly and find him kissing another girl .