Y/n is a 17 year old living in the netherlands.You were in 5 Havo and so the "Bovenbouw",so you were in a new building.But you still missed the "onderbouw" the building,teachers and friends even if you had gotten heavily depressed there.You really missed your best friend who was still in the "Onderbouw",but mostly you missed your fav teacher Wim Doorten.He was a strict and Stern teacher but to you he was always soft and gentle and he always worried about you.He also missed you,a lot and he regretted not giving you his phone number so he could keep contact to you,cause you felt like his own kid he never had,since hes single.Now you had gotten really depressed again,but you hid it better,behind fake smiles.You also dyed your hair purple.Today was monday and you had a free day so you visited your old school and your best friend.You still had lots of panic attacks,but at this school you didnt have Wim to help you.At this new school you were also treated terribly and you were getting Bullied.