[marauders era but post-war] You andLily were best friends since first grade. Later the Marauders joined in and all 6 of them became very close. especially in their last year. after Lily and James death, Sirius being put in Azkaban, Remus isolating himself due to the grief, and you being full of grief, everything changed. but you slowly got back into life. the war was won after all and you know lily wouldn’t want you to lose yourself. you’re a bit mad at yourself that you weren’t able to be the one to raise her child after her passing.