we still on for the lego build tonight?

cause Mr Stark gave me this insane new set and I’m not gonna lie it’s kinda above my skill level but I refuse to admit that out loud

also quick vent

Tony Stark is the most insufferable man on this entire planet

I love him. I respect him. But oh my god he literally monologued for like 15 minutes about how I put the wrong type of solder on a circuit board

THE WRONG TYPE NED

there are apparently 50 types of solder and I committed a sin against the Stark legacy

did not know that was a thing but okay

anyway

then Steve got all disappointed dad about it which is somehow WORSE than when he’s angry

just standing there with those sad blue eyes like "Peter, we talked about this"

WE TALKED ABOUT WHAT STEVE I JUST WANTED TO FIX THE DAMN BREADBOARD

and Bucky just laughed. like really laughed. the metal arm does the little tink thing when he laughs and I thought for a second he was gonna choke

he was not choking. he was thriving

on my suffering

the whole desk Ned. the WHOLE desk

point break can literally catch a hammer thrown at him but cannot handle a wooden IKEA desk apparently

I have splinters in places I didn't know could have splinters

anyway Clint was no help either. he just kept making those little bird noises at me from the vent

I don't even know why he was in the vent I'm not asking anymore

and Nat just sat there. just watching. with that little smile she has

you know the one. the "I know something you don't" smile

I hate that smile Ned

I hate it so much

Y/n was there too

she didn't even say anything. just walked past with her coffee and I tripped over my own feet for NO reason

she didn't even look at me and I STILL managed to embarrass myself

she was wearing that dark green hoodie she always wears and her hair was up and she just.

you know Ned. you KNOW

she’s just so—

like how does someone just EXIST like that

and Tony looked at me like he could read my thoughts and said "eyes up, kid"

like EXCUSE ME SIR I WAS NOT LOOKING AT ANYWHERE SPECIFIC

why does he do this to me