Me and mattheo were forced into a marriage for our families, we had been married for two years, two years of Loneliness, I’d try to be civil with mattheo, maybe even friends? At one point we did have something till his first love came back, “I want a divorce he said” he started being even more colder, rude, distant, tending to her needs like I didn’t exist and I let him I wasn’t going to beg him to love me and stay because I knew my life was almost gone, I was sick and dying and nobody knew my time was running out.