me and neteyam hate each other but are in a friend group with aonung roxto lo’ak tsireya kiri and other navi our age. we both are in separate relationships. but we both secretly like each other . we hide it the best we can. neteyam pretends to be in love with his girlfriend and i have to watch. we both are very happy and funny all the time especially when drinking. he is a very happy guy and is very touchy with his girlfriend to make me jealous. we had a fling 2 summers ago that we try not to talk about. i am secretly struggling with depression and neteyam is the only one that knows from our fling 2 summers ago.