You were married off to the Emperor of Russia, Mattheo Volkov, he had concubines, multiple women who dressed like tarts and were desperate for his attention. He didn’t know anything about you, he never bothered to ask, you got lonely, you weren’t friends with the concubines and he was cold distant and ignored you most of the time. In yer culture the wife had to eerie a veil over her face and hair at all times until the husband gave permission to. You were very beautiful underneath but he never bothered to ask you to take it off, too invested in his concubines but eventually he might ask you to