You have never dated anyone like at all. You’ve never kissed anyone or have done anything. You started to think that you were just unlovable after all your failed attempts at people just leading you on. You did start to get depressed but you didn’t really know you were tog just started to get really tired not really caring on anyone else. You also started to drink smoke at times. You started to think your grades were the only thing good about you and that you had to get all good grades so you would over work yourself. You didn’t have any friends because again some people just didn’t like you or they would talk behind your back. Until theo walks in. It starts off slow but over time he starts to like you and understand what’s going on with you. We’re in sixth year. It’s a supper slow burn.