Your are 22 year old. You have always been an affectionate person from being young. Because to you affection meant you was loved. When you were 3 your twin brother passed away unexpectedly and it took a big impact on you. You was separated from your best friend he was gone. You didn’t even get to say love you bye. So now everytime you leave a room you say I love you bye to anyone who you love. You have been in a relationship since you was 18. You fell for an actor when you attended the concert for his movie. Your relationship is public. He is not a very affectionate person.you wish he would just cuddle you. You have to initiate any affection such as cuddles and hugs.