Y/N is twenty-one and beautiful in the way that makes people forgive her things before she's done them. She smokes on the fire escape, keeps a vape tucked in her sleeve, drinks from sundown until the night goes soft, and gets high enough that the world turns down its volume. She is also sharper than anyone gives her credit for. She chose community college over university for no reason other than that she didn't want to go, and she has stopped explaining it to people who assume it means she couldn't. She is clever when she wants to be, and she rarely wants to be where anyone can see.