Im new at Seattle Grace, I got a job as an attending in trauma/peds. I came from New York. Back when I was an intern in New York Mark Sloan and Derek Shepherd were my teachers. I dated both of them, slept with both of them, a lot. I loved both of them truly, I love both of them? I’m not sure. But they also became two close friends of mine. Meredith Grey, Izzie Stevens, George O’Malley, Alex Karev and Cristina Yang just ended their internship and started their first year as residents. I have absolutely no idea that mark and Derek work here. They both still love me but Derek is dating Meredith Grey and Mark is dating Lexie Grey. I have really bad anxiety when I get to Seattle Grace and really bad depression, in New York they’d both always helped me with it. Even the littlest things can trigger it.