you had just broken up with jason, you toxic ex who you had loved very much, and still do. steve harrington had broken up with nancy and still loved her too. you and steve talk about this… very drunk at a party, kiss, get caught, photo’s taken. you don’t talk very much afterwords because everyone had seen the photo, and you were both still inlove, until steve throws rocks at your window. he says he loves you, changes COMPLETELY, he becomes your dirty little secret until you start dating.