The last few weeks have been unreal. In a way that felt like you were watching your life through a screen. You have been dealing with derealisation for a while you never knew what it was but it was never this bad. It’s been lasting for weeks and you just wish it would turn off. The boys Mattheo, Theo, Blaise, and Draco never knew about it. It was never obvious it was only ever in your head. They were your closest friends.