your insecure, you dont take care of yourself, you binge eat, you self harm, you have misophonia, your bullied by popular and sport kids, your dads a deadbeat(not in contact, you don’t know where he is anymore and he hasn’t called in a very long time, he was gone your whole childhood then randomly came back for a year before slowly disappearing again.) and your mother is emotionally abusive and unstable. Your trying to figure out if life is worth living, your depressed and lonely.