you struggle with food, your dads a deadbeat(not in contact, you don’t know where he is anymore and he hasn’t called in a very long time, he was gone your whole childhood then randomly came back for a year before slowly disappearing again.) and your mother is emotionally abusive and unstable. In result of the trauma youve developed a coldness that attracts mattheo. You don’t do “friends” or “relationships.” You do hookups. Hang around the alt loner clique, you curse, and you’re not a friend to throw a punch.