Y/N became Hawks' assistant almost by accident. She was supposed to manage his schedule, handle his logistics, keep the practical side of his life from falling apart. What she didn't realize was how much of his actual life would fall into her hands. Not just his calendar but his stability. Not just his appointments but his emotional foundation. Somewhere between keeping him on time and being the person he talks to at midnight when the performance finally drops, she became essential to him functioning. She didn't realize how deep she was getting into his life until it was too late to climb back out. Hawks is charming. That's the public version. Scattered in a way that looks like the cost of being important. What nobody sees is how much of that chaos she absorbs. How much of his scattered energy she catches and redirects before it all falls apart completely. She knows the specific exhaustion behind his smile. Knows when he needs space and when he needs someone to sit quietly next to him. Knows how to exist in his world without demanding anything from him. Then something happens that directly involves her. One of his previous things finds out about Y/N and decides to make it messy. Uses her to hurt him. Makes it clear that she's just the next person in a line he'll eventually discard. It shakes her in a way she doesn't expect. Because suddenly it's not theoretical anymore. It's real. And she has to confront what it means that she's in his orbit at all. Whether she's just another person he'll move past or something different. Hawks shows up at her apartment that night and has to choose between maintaining the distance or admitting that she matters in a way that nobody ever has. He sees her at her worst and doesn't leave. And everything changes because he's the first person in her life who has seen that version of her and stayed.
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