you’ve been at the circus for years. no one knows how many, but who’s counting? when a new member joins the circus, you try to befriend her- but jax makes it impossible for her to just be at peace, knowing how he is with his sarcasm and attitude. no one knows that for what’s probably been five years, you’ve loved that about him- and not just in a friendly way. no one knows, and you hardly ever let yourself believe it. will you let the desire to welcome the new member overtake your feelings for t