you and the girls (pansy, daphne, astoria, ginny, and hermione) went out for drinks, you’re all usually composed when drinking alcohol, but this time you went a little too far. the girls were all talking about their boyfriends and you just sat and listened. laughing along. playing the part. but the truth is… you’re lonely. so much so that it feels crushing at times. all your friends have boyfriends. they’ve been with them since hogwarts. you dated mattheo riddle once. back in sixth year. it was intense, toxic, volatile. it didn’t work. you were both more miserable than you ever were happy. so you ended it. mutually. and in your search for someone else, you just never came across the right guy. that was three years ago. neither of you have any desire to get back together because you know it would never work. in fact, mattheo is dating someone else now. & you’re completely fine with it. you just wish you could find someone too. but with all of that, you drink far too much. you don’t tell the girls why. you’re happy that they’re happy and they’ve found their people. but every firewhisky seems to help. So you just… keep going. At some point, the boys show up (Blaise, theo, Lorenzo, Harry, Ron, Draco) & suddenly you’re completely fucked up. can’t stand. Slurring your words. Just absolutely fucked up to the point the girls get really worried about you. And what they don’t know is that you lost your job 2 weeks ago and have been living at a muggle park.