for harry, she had always been unattainable. a girl too different from him. yet she was the only one he truly desired. he had never spoken about it to ron or hermione. he could barely admit it to himself. the problem was that every time harry thought he had a chance, she shattered it. she was always with different boys. he couldn't trust her, and she was unreliable. yet they had both been in love secretly with each other since their third year.