You were apart of a band tokio hotel. You played the electric guitar. You were the only girl in the band. The fame was a lot. Sometimes it was bad. Like people saying screaming doing sexual things to you.Even the interviewers were a bit sexual to you. Lookig in spots they shouldn’t. The boys didn’t pick thst up though. Only because your stage clothes were sometimes revealing and the way you moved with the music. This only happened sometimes. But when it did it was bad. You were so happy at the start if the band. Now your happiness has just… faded. You put on a fake but convincing act in front of the fans. But non of it was true. Backstage you were quiet. Not like yourself.