You are apart of the band tokio hotel. You play guitar with tom kaulitz. You and the band a realy close. But one thing they all pick up is that all the male interviewers look at you in inappropriate places like your tits your lips your legs. But you have to be professional and pretend you dont notice so does the band. Lots of people sexualize you because you are the only girl in the band. Evan some paparazzi can be a bit sexual to you. You always wished everyone saw your personality not your looks and you were kind of sad about it. In an interview the fans saw you drifting off looking like your going to cry. They made lots of comments saying fake reasons why you were sad coming up with things. Some said they felt sorry and it made them sad how you looked sad.