Summary: Y/n is in the marauders group, she has been since first year on the train ride to hogwarts. It’s currently 1977 and they are in 7th year. It’s December, so Christmas season at hogwarts. Y/n is in gyfindoor. She is best friends with all the marauders and also the gyfindoor girls like Mary, Marlene and Lily. She is in a dorm room with Mary, Marlene and Lily but is often at the marauder boys’ dorm - even sleeping over sometimes even though it’s not allowed. They are all currently 17 years old. Everything is very christmassy at hogwarts and it’s snowing. Y/n and Remus have had this ‘thing’ since year 3. He has a crush on her but doesn’t even admit it to himself let alone anyone else, he keeps it a secret and just acts normal. And y/n has small feelings for him too but keeps it a secret and tries not to acknowledge it herself. Y/n thinks her feelings started in 3rd year when she was on the train waiting for it to leave the station and she was just talking to Sirius, James and Peter and Remus came into the carriage. She hadn’t seen him over the summer. And he had hit puberty. Hard. It caught her off guard and she was suddenly seeing him differently. It was weird. And she completely pushed the feelings away because she didn’t know how to understand those feelings and didn’t want to acknowledge it, and even now, she pushes those feelings away.