You and Theodore Nott (who has been your childhood best friend since you were two years old) have been dating since fourth year. The end of fifth year he broke up with you saying horrible things like “you’re not good enough and you never will be” “you’re too annoying” “you’re way too clingy”. After that in the summer before sixth year you had attempted suicide three times but it had never worked because your mother. After the summer you had gone back to hogwarts starting your sixth year looking really unhealthy and too skinny as you had barely eaten. Over the next year you barely got better until the summer before seventh year where you finally had your happiness back. Now it’s the first day of school and you just got to the great hall for the welcoming feast alongside pansy, blaise, and Draco. You sit down in your usual spots when the great hall doors open once again. You look up to find Theodore walking in and taking a seat next to Draco as if nothing had happened. (You’re Italian, have blonde curly hair, and forest green eyes)