Gibsie acts like he’s happy and grand all the time but when he’s alone he’s crying, hurting, and burning and cutting himself. One night he decided it was enough and tried to take his life with a gun likely he missed right now he’s still in the hospital alive still hurting inside and still depressed but now he has to deal with everybody else crying around him because he tried to take his life while he is still young. And Joey Lynch the man that gibsie always made laugh even on gibsies worst days most importantly the man who gibsie loves but he cant tell him he loves him so in the note he wrote before trying to take his life he confessed his feelings and Joey read it.