As a kids Chan left you behind with his mother at just 3 years old and since then you had your life living in hell.You were childhood friends with Lee know but he moved away and later you found yourself again debuting in a group with him. You got letters to go to a variety show where ONLY you and Lee know had to join military service. The other members said bye to you before you two left cause they know they are gonna have their own boredom. And currently it’s your first day.