It was summer, early July near my birthday and I had done practically nothing. None of my friends really kept in contact, I always had to text first or we wouldn’t talk at all, and if we did talk it was so clear they weren’t interested at all. It was so hard on me and the distractions weren’t working- or hardly were. It was Sunday night, 11:30 pm and I was in my room alone, doing nothing. I had even spent money on dating/friendship apps but nothing.