James Potter has been hiding, ever since the war ended, his borderline personality disorder has been worse, and his "golden boy, everythings fine" persona has been cracking for over a year. But one thing about people with BPD, is they always have to have a favorite person to latch onto , an obsession, a focus point for all of the devastatingly intense feelings of rage, mood swings, intensity and obsession need to be concentrated on one person. But what happens when the object of James Potter's twisted obsession happens to be a known sociopath named Regulus Black? And what about when Regulus Black becomes his cocaine dealer as James uses it to cope with his personality disorder?