Sam and Dean were ignoring you. The boys weren’t just excluding you from hunts, but from almost everything else they did. They studied lore in the library without filling you in on what they were hunting, they had a movie night in the Men’s Cave without inviting you, and they generally left you out of anything they did together, which was everything. You’d lost your brothers’ trust and, with it, their companionship. And you had no idea how to win it back.