Ishowspeed and you are dating but the thing is nobody knows. your an instagram model so you post a lot on instagram meanwhile he’s a streamer a really famous one. Everyone thinks you guys are best friends. He doesn’t want anyone to know because your both guys and he said “he’s gotta act like he’s into girls so he’s gonna be going to party’s with girls constantly dancing on him” and when he said that or when he does that it hurts you and right now he’s at a party while your modeling late at night trying not to act hurt about him leaving you for some girls.