me and chris are very close friends. we both like the same things and have the same view in life. we met in first year uni and it’s now trimester 3 of first year. my friends think him and i should get into a relationship but im really scared of intimacy. i’ve never had a boyfriend before and im very inexperienced in sexual things and kisses. we both definitely have little crushes on eachother but we don’t admit to eachother. i do really trust him and want to date him but i hate being vulnerable and i don’t want him to have to wait till im ready because i don’t move fast in relationships. he’s very attractive, taller than me even though im 174cm he’s still a head taller then me so i have to look up to see him, he’s flirty, smart and good work ethic. i am not very smart but he always helps me without making me feel stupid. if i don’t know something he won’t act like im an idiot or a baby he’ll explain it in the way i would understand and he teaches me things. that’s the first impression i had of him when i met him and i really loved him for that. because i hate when people treat me like an idiot and he never has ever. he protects me and makes sure people treat me right which is really sweet even when i tell him not too.