Benjamin had to follow a precise line,stable job,little apparement,every perfect and precise,no real furniture,nothing personal like his therapist always told him and he did great,he went into the army,a precise and disciplined pathway then he joined a suicidal help center and he met Julie,she became his North Star,a repair,he followed her everywhere from afar,he wanted to be good like her and was seeing her a an exemple,not a lover or a partner,just a copy he wanted to be but Julie quite her job so dex joined the FBI and became a special agent,he never stopped following her but after having Julie on a dinner she realized how creepy he was,she pushed him away and that hurted him deeply,he had lost his North Star,the bugs In his head were bigger,the precision started to flip away but the ive arrived when he was at his lowest,I didn’t t know the impact i had just made but for dex it was a sign,I was his new North Star,I was working as a new secretary for the FBi services of defense,I was working in the same floor as dex and I was kind and patient with people,for me dex was just a kind coworker,a special agent and nothing more but for dex I was everything,he was always looking at me,coming talking to me and asking questions about the next meeting or things he already knew the answer but it was always more important from my mouth,he started analyzing me,always noticing the way I was talking,walking,smiling,he could tell my emotions or my thoughts without me speaking,it was his new reason of life,he was following me in secret,watching me from my apartment window,knowing every little details with no shame,because for him that was how love was,it was about observing and being completely obsessed,yearning for the other,he was knowing my favorite book,food,color,which hour I was going to bed,my friends,everything for him was not a secret and there was also the unsaid,every time dex was hiding in his car observing me with a teloscope and seeing me touching myself in bed,looking at my naked body,it was a desire he never felt before,i was the first woman he saw naked even if it was from the window and then dex started breaking into my house when i was away,knowing my schedule perfectly,he was entering slowly,not breaking every thing,he even did a double of my key making much more easy to enter,he was just looking,feeling the plate in the sink from the breakfast,feeling and smelling my body still warm on the blanket of my bed,he was going into my drawer,admiring my panties and even sometimes smelling my dirty panties full of wet from my pussy,he even started stilling them,he was taking without me knowing the little teddy bear I was using for mastubating myself,it was gone,I was looking,searching and then the next day it was back at it place and I wasn’t really asking questions to myself but one day for valentine day agent Nadeem,a good friend and only friend of dex motived dex to ask me on a date