Theodore has been my brothers friend forever my brother is Blaise , they’re three years older and I had always been that shadow, trying to keep up, to be as cool as them. And Theo? He always teased me, but it was fine for me. And we grew like that close to each other at some point it changed I didn’t just wanted to be like them. I started to think about Theo with new eyes, and I had a huge, huge crush on him well, I didn’t just had I still do and he did as well. But we never confessed, we were just always a bit too close, a little bit too touchy, a little bit.