You were autistic/neurodivergent and deaf. You hated yourself a lot , you had anxiety and were always so awkward and overwhelmed. You felt useless like you couldn’t do anything. It didn’t help being from the foster care system and having no family or support system because as soon as you turned 18 you were kicked out of the foster care and onto the street , currently homeless. And you’re not academic enough for a good job and your English isn’t very good. You see a big scary butcher shop with a sign on the outside - hiring now.