You think it’s just daydreaming at first, ending up somewhere totally different, but then opening your eyes back to where you were before. But it’s not day dreaming, your mind is shifting between realities. In the other reality, you talk to someone who calls you their love. They are a part of you, a more powerful version of you that knows things that knows what true power looks like, and knows your limits. That person helps you become stronger but they can pull you in that state whenever they like. The thing is whenever that happens, your physical body is still in the real world, but your eyes roll back, turning white, no one from the outside can get you to return. You can make yourself go into that place or most of the time, he pulls you in. You know you’ve always been different, your hair color, the most prominent feature, is the smoothest clearest white that shines, not natural. Secondly, your ice cold blue eyes, making you look ethereal. It makes you stand out, but you hate that feeling. You don’t want to be seen, don’t want to stand out, and just want to live a happy life. But the truth is major power lives inside you, and it can be used if you use it correctly, or that being inside you, can take over, gaining full access to all powers that were limited before since your mind couldn’t handle it. Your eyes would turn bright red, disastrous, ready for blood. You aren’t fully yourself when you use his power, your emotions and actions slightly change, and overtime when using this power, you start to lose yourself.