You’re from Queens, New York, and against all odds, you win the audition to become a member of CORTIS. The five boys are debuting too, so this is a completely new experience for all of you. You leave everything behind and fly to South Korea to begin your new life. You’ll be living with your five teammates, training with them, and preparing for your debut together. But your boyfriend isn’t happy. He’s controlling and abusive, and he hates the idea of you moving across the world and living with five other guys. Even though you’re finally chasing your dream, he makes you feel guilty for leaving him behind, constantly reminding you that he doesn’t trust the boys or the people around you. Then you arrive in Korea, and things get worse. Almost immediately, people begin criticizing you for being American in a K-pop group. Fans question why you were chosen and claim you don’t belong. You try to ignore the comments, telling yourself that things will get better once you get to know your teammates. They don’t. The five boys resent you for being there. They exclude you, barely speak to you, and make it obvious that they don’t want you as part of the group. Somehow, their hatred hurts even more than the fans’ criticism. You’re thousands of miles away from Queens, surrounded by strangers, trying to learn a new language, adapt to a new culture, and prepare for your debut—all while feeling like nobody wants you there. And every day, you have to pretend you’re okay. Because no matter how alone you feel, the stage is waiting.

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The airport terminal was a blur of fluorescent lights and rolling suitcases.

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