You’re an Avenger, before going team you were top tier S.H.I.E.L.D agent so of course you know Natasha, you guys always were close, but you always were just best friends. You told yourself that all these kisses after few drinks were just making out. And this is how it’s supposed to be, right? But you slowly realize that you might want something more from Natasha, but you’re too scared to ask, beacuse you never had been in relationship before.